Smooth Line of The Madness

When sometimes darkness seems to bring goodness
When sometimes brightness seems to bring the Devil
Thy things don't seem very brilliant, and don't seem very beautiful, dazzling, gorgeous
Nothing could stop Thee from manipulating it when Thee perceive the truth, 
Things don't seem very perfect

Thursday, February 11, 2010

O Thou My Lovely Boy! xD

yea, yea, from Sonnet26 i guess. 

About the Van Alen Legacy, == the second time I was wrong picking book. 

Van Alen Legacy is the final book of The Blue Bloods series. But yea, yea, i got it about how the story goes. ==

Still, I have to read BLUE BLOODS! The first one. The ending was so addictive! But I'm still dying for the first one! Reallyyy!

Where? Where?

Here's the Blue Blood: 
blue bloods Pictures, Images and Photos

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Confession before Bein' Asked


==' =='  >:((

Today feels like the worst day! It was just this evening, the so-call Kadet Polis trainers and bla, bla tortured us. Not to mention that they'd forced us, the Weak, (really!) berkawat kaki at the middle of an exposed area for an hour, or--idk. Felt like the sunlight has burned up my skin and it's true, it's the hell on the world, Allah! 

They think they're good, but they aren't. And no way that I'd waste my time to attend the meeting every Friday evening. It's a waste of time, actually. Torturing. They should just train the form 1 kiddos. Badass. 

I mean it. Don't need to ask. I hate it. 

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

*Blinking Without the Eyelids*


Eternal's awesome. I guess I've truly into this story, better than Twilight Saga but not Fallen, of course. 

I just guess if we human can live forever, without serpents. 

It's sad when I know that I'm a fragile one that was losing herself from the reality. And when I got on my feet back, I know I wouldn't have been so real. Feel like I'm floating, in my dreams. LOL

That's funny, though. I know I've been rambling about things here but I don't even give a damn about what you guys think, (as if i have readers, lol). 

I just express the feeling that I feel when I've finished reading a novel. And what the novel tells me about. It's like watching a movie in my head. Guys, watch out, I have TV in my head. :D

Monday, February 1, 2010

Succeed, Again, Pursued.

Ngee~ I've gotten The Seven Rays this morning and not to mention that I've also grabbed the Eternal by Cynthia Leitich Smith. 

And by the time I'm typing this one, I've finished reading The Seven Rays and it was completely awesome, and amazing! I've never been wrong in choosing, ;)

Alright then, gonna read the Eternal. 

:D surely the best novel, when here it says: Stephanie Meyer, move over, Twilight fans, you're gonna love Eternal. ;p

As usual, hahah!


Friday, January 29, 2010

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Desiring for Awesome Ideas

I feel like dying!

No novel left for me to read now, lol

Maybe it's being quite excessive, when I think about it for some time

I just couldn't control the LUST!

It's exaggerating in me!

Admitting; my only BOYFRIEND is novel. I need one now!

I'll marry him, someday.


Thirst, No.1 Pictures, Images and Photos 
Thirst No. 2 Pictures, Images and Photos

THIRST #1 and #2 finished. 6 days. :D

The books are fantastic. Just all of those past moments of Sita's in the story made me wonder more than I should. The author (Christopher Pike) must be a brilliant writer. He's gotten lots of ideas to write those books, which conclude religious matter, ancient stuff and those all are great! And awesome! 
Cruelty has been shown but I think Sita is the most powerful vampire. Hahah, :)
Great books. I'll be searching for Eternal and The Seven Rays novels next. 

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

The State of Flies

Civil War Battlefield Pictures, Images and Photos

Shove thy eyelids open
Tranquility vanished; serenity avalanched, zero sanity
The curves by your lips gone; humanity is dying
Better is Beast
More, increasing the dead and pool thy windows of soul with 
transparent sparkles
Red fluid piercing without perceiving
thy mom's blood 

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

A Reason to Be Acknowledged

One convinces me, it's been a long day
And I'm still recalling about the Fallen story
I couldn't just forget it
I'd always reminisce it whenever I feel like forgetting it

It's just so hard to forget about those unseen stuff when we have to
It seems so difficult to me when I actually perceive that I have to focus on my learning
Because the Fallen story keeps going around my head
Uh-huh, stupid idea.

It'd nice if--there's no devil, no things that can demolish the happiness and the vague toward God power. Life isn't easy. Like working on the land that full of thorns under our feet. 

I don't know what's going on in my head, I feel like a Poet Laureate. That's not funny, that's true. I mean it. =="

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Fallen for Sacred

What made thee fall?
What made thee fall?
Dirtied the Law
What made thee fall?
What made thee fall?
What made thee fall?
What made thee fall?
What made thee fall?
For sacred searching, to connecting the right path

Bright Days with Hatred in Hands

Mans Right Not Gods Right Pictures, Images and Photos

Thy world has given forgiveness
Thou betray your God
Stepping on it, with arrogance bloody feet; thus your killing hands holding weapons
Thou stepping on it
Decaying the Dead
Thou Ripping everything, the existences on thy world
The Devil exorcises thy memory
To Destroy, keep Destroying
The land once a Heaven, now a Hell
Burned, sadness left
But we've perceived one narrow road though it's dark
To escape
For magnanimous ones
And thou left in the Hell, real one

The Night Ends With A Flash of Hurtful Light

Color Splash Pictures, Images and Photos

Am I being really emo-ish?
Red ones, peonies, they're all destroyed 
As the Hell on the world being all dictatorial
No more greenish stuff left on the World
The damned lam-os, put their feet on thy Weak Heads
Giving thou Directions
But Slaves always Slaves
Thy patience; 
Melt the damned lam-os, kneel on thy feet, 

ANTI-IsraEL Pictures, Images and Photos

Saturday, January 9, 2010

A streak of line cut off the rainbow :I

dark angel Pictures, Images and Photos

After vampires and all that ghost thingy, I've truly obsessed with angel stories. Especially when it comes to--fallen angel. It's a kind of folklore but I admire the theory. It soothes me. 

I had a dream last night, I got so frantic and cold. It felt like something's going to change in me. Everything. I realize that sounds so stupid and foggy but it's true. A dream about a sad angel--being abandoned to wait for something vicious and to condemn it. 

And before I slept last night, I've finished reading the Fallen by Lauren Kate. It was so--addictive. I couldn't stop wondering about it. About the angels--fallen to the world; like being damned or something. Abandoned by the God. I love it. Good story but I've never thought that Torment would come next. I almost laughed when I've perceived that I wasn't satisfied to read it until that like; "No! This couldn't be the end! Come on, give me some more!". Torment would be published on September 2010, it's too--long to wait. My God =='

I nnneeddd more novel. I really neeeed

Friday, January 8, 2010

Weapon For The Whole-not-so-nice Days

house of night series Pictures, Images and Photos

James Stark(!_!)
James Stark Pictures, Images and Photos

He's the most fabulous archer. :DD